Title: [We’ll ride out] the storm that’s coming in
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Janis, Larry in flashback
Summary: Arms wrapped around the lower half of her body, she closed her eyes and silently chanted (picturing the words in her head, large font and bold print), I’m fine. I’m fine. I’m fine.
Warnings: Post S7 AU. Language, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide. PLEASE NOTE: While there are a million fics darker than this one, it does contain multiple references to suicidal thoughts, cutting, self-harm, and attempted suicide. If this is not your tea, please do not click the cut.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Later, rinse, repeat.
A/N: Under the cut.
( [We’ll ride out] the storm that’s coming in )
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Janis, Larry in flashback
Summary: Arms wrapped around the lower half of her body, she closed her eyes and silently chanted (picturing the words in her head, large font and bold print), I’m fine. I’m fine. I’m fine.
Warnings: Post S7 AU. Language, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide. PLEASE NOTE: While there are a million fics darker than this one, it does contain multiple references to suicidal thoughts, cutting, self-harm, and attempted suicide. If this is not your tea, please do not click the cut.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Later, rinse, repeat.
A/N: Under the cut.
( [We’ll ride out] the storm that’s coming in )
Fic: Talk Down My Walls
Jan. 16th, 2011 11:15 amTitle: Talk Down My Walls
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee
Word count: 767
Summary: 8x17 AU written for Rewriting History: A commentfic meme. The prompt is "What if Renee didn't answer the phone when Chloe called in 8x17?" To that I decided to add the idea that Tokarev isn't even there, because I'm the author, dammit, and that's how I roll.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Suck.
A/N: Thanks to
lowriseflare for beta when she didn't feel well, and to
adrenalin211 for putting up with all my bitching as always and listening to me bash my head into a wall while I tried to cut this down to comment length. For those of you who prefer angst to smush, a little angst is next in the queue. Promise.
( Talk Down My Walls )
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee
Word count: 767
Summary: 8x17 AU written for Rewriting History: A commentfic meme. The prompt is "What if Renee didn't answer the phone when Chloe called in 8x17?" To that I decided to add the idea that Tokarev isn't even there, because I'm the author, dammit, and that's how I roll.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Suck.
A/N: Thanks to
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( Talk Down My Walls )
2010 in Fic. (As in, my fic)
Jan. 1st, 2011 03:35 pmETA: Just tossing this out there. Some fic would make me so happy right now. I tend to get in a really weird/depressed mood when New Year's Day hits, because it means the Christmas season is over for another year. So I'm sitting here listening to every depressing Emmylou Harris song ever. And she has a lot of them. So if any of y'all are just out there with nothing to do . . . fic me baby! :) /pathetic
( 2010 in Fic )
To anybody who didn’t make it through that diatribe (for which I don’t blame you at all – as I said, I do this largely to have a quick point of reference when I need to find a fic), do you guys have thinky thoughts on fic as the new year starts? Is there anything you’d like me to try to write? Is there something specific you’re psyched to try writing? I’d love to see this meme by anybody and everybody who wants to do it, because there aren’t that many things I love more than talking writing with people who love fic:)
Happy New Year, you guys! I wish everyone an amazing 2011.
( 2010 in Fic )
To anybody who didn’t make it through that diatribe (for which I don’t blame you at all – as I said, I do this largely to have a quick point of reference when I need to find a fic), do you guys have thinky thoughts on fic as the new year starts? Is there anything you’d like me to try to write? Is there something specific you’re psyched to try writing? I’d love to see this meme by anybody and everybody who wants to do it, because there aren’t that many things I love more than talking writing with people who love fic:)
Happy New Year, you guys! I wish everyone an amazing 2011.
Fic: "It's the Season . . . "
Dec. 7th, 2010 02:54 pmTitle: It’s the Season . . .
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Kim, Little Teri
Summary: A trilogy of Christmas fic(lets).
Warnings: Language, sexual situations. AU set in a world where the end of 8x17 went very differently. If you dislike Jack and Renee behaving in a way that’s consistent with that episode, you are likely in the wrong place;)
Disclaimer: They’re not mine, and I still hate this fact.
A/N: Under the first cut. All cut text is from Vienna Teng’s gorgeous “The Atheist Christmas Carol.”
(It's the season of eyes meeting over the noise and holding fast with sharp realization)
(It's the season of cold making warmth a divine intervention)
(It's the season of bowing our heads in the wind and knowing we are not alone in fear, not alone in the dark)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Kim, Little Teri
Summary: A trilogy of Christmas fic(lets).
Warnings: Language, sexual situations. AU set in a world where the end of 8x17 went very differently. If you dislike Jack and Renee behaving in a way that’s consistent with that episode, you are likely in the wrong place;)
Disclaimer: They’re not mine, and I still hate this fact.
A/N: Under the first cut. All cut text is from Vienna Teng’s gorgeous “The Atheist Christmas Carol.”
(It's the season of eyes meeting over the noise and holding fast with sharp realization)
(It's the season of cold making warmth a divine intervention)
(It's the season of bowing our heads in the wind and knowing we are not alone in fear, not alone in the dark)
Fic: Jack/Renee [Broken Heroes]
Oct. 21st, 2010 02:37 pmWell! It's pretty clear that comment fic is not my forte. I need to learn from
sardonicynic. In any case, four out of five so far have come in under comment length, and I'm absolutely determined the last three will, too. So for
cybertoothtiger, here's one more that did: Jack/Renee [Not Without].
And this one is for
century_fox, inspired by this lovely prompt. AU (I guess it could be either post S7 or S8), a little language.
marinw, he's not in the hospital (I had to shelve that one for the moment), but at least he's all vulnerable? *G*
adrenalin211 and
lowriseflare, you rock for commenting even on silly ficlets and being the best cheerleaders ever:)
( Broken Heroes )
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And this one is for
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( Broken Heroes )
Some Other Place
Sep. 25th, 2010 09:19 pmTitle: Some Other Place
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker, Audrey Raines
Summary: Her hair smells the same, the way the shower always did when he got in after (or with) her in the morning, and his eyes burn because she’s hugging him back now; she’s happy and safe and whole.
Warnings: None. Post S7 (or S8?) AU.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Frak.
Aside: This story is a response to a prompt in this post. I'm including links to a couple other ficlets that actually managed to stay within comment length:
(Renee/Larry [Any place except your heart])
(Jack/Renee [London Calling])
A/N: Under the cut.
(Some Other Place)
Author:
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Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker, Audrey Raines
Summary: Her hair smells the same, the way the shower always did when he got in after (or with) her in the morning, and his eyes burn because she’s hugging him back now; she’s happy and safe and whole.
Warnings: None. Post S7 (or S8?) AU.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Frak.
Aside: This story is a response to a prompt in this post. I'm including links to a couple other ficlets that actually managed to stay within comment length:
(Renee/Larry [Any place except your heart])
(Jack/Renee [London Calling])
A/N: Under the cut.
(Some Other Place)
Fic: Ethan/Allison [After All]
Sep. 21st, 2010 04:31 pmHoly what the eff? I crack myself up so completely I can't even. I was trying to be cool like
sardonicynic and do these prompts as comment fic in the original post (and I did, for this Larry/Renee one). But I failed at keeping it short enough this time, so into the journal it goes. I'm determined to get through these, given that I have so few. I'll try to keep the next ones shorter. Keep in mind that I said "try";)
This is for
mintcloud, who prompted with Ethan/Allison and these lyrics: After all the stops and starts, we keep coming back to these two hearts, two angels who've been rescued from the fall; and after all that we've been through, it all comes down to me and you, I guess it's meant to be, forever you and me, after all.
Sorry. I don't even have an Allison icon.
( After All )
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This is for
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Sorry. I don't even have an Allison icon.
( After All )
Shamelessly adapted from
sardonicynic's recent post:
Pick a character or pairing from 24 (sorry to be so specific, but it's where my brain is right now), give me some a song lyric, and I will attempt at least 100 words of fic for you.
I know. I didn't write any of them last time. So I understand if you're all just like, PFT. However, my brain is in this mood where it just can't settle down, and I'd really like to find out if I'm capable of writing anything that doesn't turn into a thousand words minimum. I'm teaching all week, so I can mess with these at work, too:)
I think I'll cap it at 12 though, because even that's probably ambitious, given my recent success with prompts.
Crystal, I'm so excited to prompt you I'm squeaking;)
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Pick a character or pairing from 24 (sorry to be so specific, but it's where my brain is right now), give me some a song lyric, and I will attempt at least 100 words of fic for you.
I know. I didn't write any of them last time. So I understand if you're all just like, PFT. However, my brain is in this mood where it just can't settle down, and I'd really like to find out if I'm capable of writing anything that doesn't turn into a thousand words minimum. I'm teaching all week, so I can mess with these at work, too:)
I think I'll cap it at 12 though, because even that's probably ambitious, given my recent success with prompts.
Crystal, I'm so excited to prompt you I'm squeaking;)
Fic: "What You Don't Surrender"
Sep. 13th, 2010 10:42 pmTitle: what you don’t surrender
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker
Summary: Post S7 AU in which Jack and Renee spend some time being Team Awesome.
Warnings: Language, mild violence.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Nope. Still not. I checked.
A/N: Under the cut.
(What You Don't Surrender)
Author:
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Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker
Summary: Post S7 AU in which Jack and Renee spend some time being Team Awesome.
Warnings: Language, mild violence.
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. Nope. Still not. I checked.
A/N: Under the cut.
(What You Don't Surrender)
Fic: "Running From Mercy"
Jul. 25th, 2010 02:26 pmTitle: Running From Mercy
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker
Summary: Still, it would have been nice if he kissed her someplace besides her forehead, or slid the palm of his hand down her arm (the way he had that morning, when she’d stretched out on top of him, moving without thought, unaware of what a privilege it was to be able to rub her body against his just because it felt so damn good).
Warnings: Language, NC-17 sex, vague spoilers for S8 (though this is AU from the end of 8x17).
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. If they were . . . well everyone has that speech memorized.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Running From Mercy)
Author:
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Characters: Jack Bauer, Renee Walker
Summary: Still, it would have been nice if he kissed her someplace besides her forehead, or slid the palm of his hand down her arm (the way he had that morning, when she’d stretched out on top of him, moving without thought, unaware of what a privilege it was to be able to rub her body against his just because it felt so damn good).
Warnings: Language, NC-17 sex, vague spoilers for S8 (though this is AU from the end of 8x17).
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. If they were . . . well everyone has that speech memorized.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Running From Mercy)
Icon spam!!!
Jun. 16th, 2010 08:26 pmI decided that since icon making seems to be my hobby for the moment (when I'm too brain dead to write fic), I'd stick these up here on the off chance that anybody wants to steal them. I figure I'm at least safe in saying that I've created the most Jack/Renee icons of anyone ever. All of which is to say that these are ALL of Kiefer, Annie, Jack, and/or Renee. A substantial number are from 8x17. Haters to the left, dude.
Credit for the text in icon #88 goes to
dealan311.
Comments are lovely but not expected, but please credit if you take.
Sample:

The rest are under the cut.
( 88 24 icons )
Credit for the text in icon #88 goes to
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Comments are lovely but not expected, but please credit if you take.
Sample:
The rest are under the cut.
( 88 24 icons )
Fic: "Calling All Angels"
May. 20th, 2010 10:22 pmTitle: "Calling All Angels"
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Kim, Teri, Stephen
Word count: 3867 exactly. Should have been 3800, but I’m a rebel.
Summary: Post 8x17 AU in which Renee did get shot but did not die. The story is chronological, but because of the drabble format there are often large narrative gaps between sections. Most of the drabbles are responses to prompts I received in this post. Some of them I made up because I felt like it. Yep.
Warnings: Language, sex, descriptions of torture, possible rape triggers. Spoilers for everything through 8x17. If you’re turned off by Jack and Renee being happy, don’t read this. It’s not all smush, but there’s plenty mixed in with the angst.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine, for which I now routinely curse fate.
A/N: Longest ever (don’t say I didn’t warn you), and under the cut.
(Calling All Angels)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Kim, Teri, Stephen
Word count: 3867 exactly. Should have been 3800, but I’m a rebel.
Summary: Post 8x17 AU in which Renee did get shot but did not die. The story is chronological, but because of the drabble format there are often large narrative gaps between sections. Most of the drabbles are responses to prompts I received in this post. Some of them I made up because I felt like it. Yep.
Warnings: Language, sex, descriptions of torture, possible rape triggers. Spoilers for everything through 8x17. If you’re turned off by Jack and Renee being happy, don’t read this. It’s not all smush, but there’s plenty mixed in with the angst.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine, for which I now routinely curse fate.
A/N: Longest ever (don’t say I didn’t warn you), and under the cut.
(Calling All Angels)
It's Tuesday! And I feel . . . fine. It's strange, waking up Tuesday morning like any other day. No brain bleed. No wonderful flail. No glorious shipper squee. Just Tuesday. The downside is that I miss all the flail like woah. The upside is that the flail was gone anyway, and holy shit I feel a lot better this Tuesday than I did two weeks ago. So yay for that:)
( In which I beg for prompts but am demanding and specific about prompt parameters )
So please give me great sparky ideas, guys! And I hope everyone is having a wonderful Tuesday:)
eta: I've sworn to myself that I'll be productive today, so I'll write specific responses later, but OMG I love the prompts I have so much already that I rescind the thing about stopping at 24. Just keep 'em coming and I'll play:) SQUEE!!!
( In which I beg for prompts but am demanding and specific about prompt parameters )
So please give me great sparky ideas, guys! And I hope everyone is having a wonderful Tuesday:)
eta: I've sworn to myself that I'll be productive today, so I'll write specific responses later, but OMG I love the prompts I have so much already that I rescind the thing about stopping at 24. Just keep 'em coming and I'll play:) SQUEE!!!
Fic: "Still"
Apr. 18th, 2010 10:50 amTitle: "Still"
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee
Word count: Around 1200.
Summary: One possible version of Jack’s thoughts picking up at the end of 8x17.
Warnings: Language. Spoilers for everything through 8x17. Angst -- to say the least.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If that’s not clear now, it never will be.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Still)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee
Word count: Around 1200.
Summary: One possible version of Jack’s thoughts picking up at the end of 8x17.
Warnings: Language. Spoilers for everything through 8x17. Angst -- to say the least.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If that’s not clear now, it never will be.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Still)
Fic: "Free to Fall"
Apr. 11th, 2010 05:34 pmTitle: "Free to Fall"
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Cole
Word count: Around 2600.
Summary: Starts at the beginning of tomorrow night’s ep and goes AU from there.
Warnings: Language, sex. Spoilers through 8x16 and for previews and promo clips for 8x17. PLEASE DON’T READ THIS NOW IF YOU HAVEN’T/DON’T WANT TO SEE THEM.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If they were, Renee would live forever.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Free to Fall)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Cole
Word count: Around 2600.
Summary: Starts at the beginning of tomorrow night’s ep and goes AU from there.
Warnings: Language, sex. Spoilers through 8x16 and for previews and promo clips for 8x17. PLEASE DON’T READ THIS NOW IF YOU HAVEN’T/DON’T WANT TO SEE THEM.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If they were, Renee would live forever.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Free to Fall)
Fic: "Water's Edge"
Feb. 11th, 2010 10:32 pmTitle: "Water's Edge"
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Vladimir in flashback
Word count: Around 3000. Depends on whether you ask Word or gdocs.
Summary: 8x07 AU that assumes Jack took Renee home when she agreed to go.
Warnings: Language, violence. Spoilers through 8x07. Also, AND THIS PART IS REALLY IMPORTANT, this is so not my usual fic. This story contains graphic, vivid memories of rape, without any sugarcoating at all. If that is not your tea, please do not click the cut. I cannot emphasize this strenuously enough.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If they were, we all know this wouldn’t be happening to Renee.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Water's Edge)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Vladimir in flashback
Word count: Around 3000. Depends on whether you ask Word or gdocs.
Summary: 8x07 AU that assumes Jack took Renee home when she agreed to go.
Warnings: Language, violence. Spoilers through 8x07. Also, AND THIS PART IS REALLY IMPORTANT, this is so not my usual fic. This story contains graphic, vivid memories of rape, without any sugarcoating at all. If that is not your tea, please do not click the cut. I cannot emphasize this strenuously enough.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. If they were, we all know this wouldn’t be happening to Renee.
A/N: Under the cut.
(Water's Edge)
So. It took me until yesterday morning to even start sorting out the unbelievable clusterfuck that is my brain on 24 at the moment. And I said 'start.' I can't fathom how long it might take before I'm able to wrap my brain around most of it. I actually thought I'd be okay with staying in LJ hiding for some time, until I realized I have apparently unlimited things to say on one aspect of Monday's show.
However, since childhood I have been incapable of discussing subjects that bother me to the core without becoming pretty much an articulate psychopath. My style of argument is 'take no prisoners' to the degree that unless it's family, I usually walk away and try to calm down because I know it's not fair to unleash that kind of vitriol on most people.
Which brings me to (8x06 spoilers under the cut) reason #4382906438106902 why Kay is awesome, and also one of the smartest people with whom I've ever communicated.
If anyone wishes to know my feelings on Monday's 24, read Kay's post. She says exactly what I think, but she comes at it from a standpoint of unadulterated logic, rather than emotion, and that's something I'm not capable of doing yet, if ever. Cheers to that.
eta: I'm entirely snickering, because apparently Monday's ep left even the TWOP recap dude squidging. Heeeeeeeee.
However, since childhood I have been incapable of discussing subjects that bother me to the core without becoming pretty much an articulate psychopath. My style of argument is 'take no prisoners' to the degree that unless it's family, I usually walk away and try to calm down because I know it's not fair to unleash that kind of vitriol on most people.
Which brings me to (8x06 spoilers under the cut) reason #4382906438106902 why Kay is awesome, and also one of the smartest people with whom I've ever communicated.
If anyone wishes to know my feelings on Monday's 24, read Kay's post. She says exactly what I think, but she comes at it from a standpoint of unadulterated logic, rather than emotion, and that's something I'm not capable of doing yet, if ever. Cheers to that.
eta: I'm entirely snickering, because apparently Monday's ep left even the TWOP recap dude squidging. Heeeeeeeee.
Fic: "A Thin Red River Running Through"
Jan. 24th, 2010 10:46 pmTitle: "A Thin Red River Running Through"
Author:
leigh57
Characters: Jack, Renee, Chloe, Kim, Little!Teri
Word count: Around 1500. Depends on whether you ask Word or gdocs.
Summary: My take on Jack and Renee in six scenes from the first four eps (mostly 8x04 – shocking).
Warnings: Language, violence. Spoilers through 8x04.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. I wish.
A/N: Under the cut.
(A Thin Red River Running Through)
Author:
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Characters: Jack, Renee, Chloe, Kim, Little!Teri
Word count: Around 1500. Depends on whether you ask Word or gdocs.
Summary: My take on Jack and Renee in six scenes from the first four eps (mostly 8x04 – shocking).
Warnings: Language, violence. Spoilers through 8x04.
Disclaimer: They’re so not mine. I wish.
A/N: Under the cut.
(A Thin Red River Running Through)